I've been a smidge angry at God about this earthquake business. I have a hard time believing in him as it is. I don't pray very often; not because I don't want to, but because (unfortunately) it very rarely crosses my mind. But I try. But since the earthquake, I haven't even been trying. I mean, I don't wanna blame God, but if he's the diety we praise him as he could've stopped it. I'm sort of troubled on the religion front already, but something's saying that this is reason to give up altogether. But I don't want to. I'd rather believe that there's a higher power looking out for me rather that just thinking that I'm on my own. It's just when things like this happen, it gets tough. I'm rambling...
